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11 Inner Wishworld

by Peter Kirsch

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child 02:31
CHILD child is grown goes into the field child is grown goes into the field child is grown goes into the field child is grown goes into the field child is grown goes into the field child is grown goes into the field child is grown goes into the field child is grown goes into the field in the fields he finds a wounded child in the fields he finds a wounded child in the fields he finds a wounded child in the fields he finds a wounded child child becomes child becomes child becomes father to the man child is grown goes into the forest child is grown goes into the forest child is grown goes into the forest child is grown goes into the forest in the forest he finds a dying man in the forest he finds a dying man in the forest he finds a dying man in the forest he finds a dying man child becomes child becomes child becomes father to the man
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in my dreams 02:57
IN MY DREAMS every time i see you you are all in my dreams i would like to meet you but you know it’s not my week why do i know you? i may never know why i choose you? i just don’t know when you’re in my dreams you know you really change my mind you tell me things that are oh so wise when you’re in my dreams you speak to me so nice when you’re in my dreams you’re so wise every time i see you you are walking in my dreams i would like to meet you but you know it’s not my week why do i know you? i may never know why i choose you? i just don’t know when you’re in my dreams you know you really blow my mind is it in the water or is it in my mind? when you’re in my dreams you know you really blow my mind is it in the water? is it in the water? is it in the water? or in my mind
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every dog 02:34
EVERY DOG every dog has his day every dog has his day every dog has his day in municipal in county in state in federal court na na na na na na na na na na na na na na no no no no no no no na na na na na na na na na na na na na na no no no no no no no na na na na na na na na na na na na na na no no no no no no no (instrumental) you and i driving by deep blue skies
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UTOPIA PARKWAY i am a daytrader i work for Goldman Sachs i only speak in algorithm i don’t make any sense my days are filled with lucid dreaming my nights a waking well while i am lost in my own private a season in hell my name is utopia parkway prenome is utopia parkway my home is utopia parkway my home is utopia parkway ah ah ah ah… ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ? i am a social welfare examiner i work for SID i only speak in regulation they don’t make sense to me my days are filled with jungian analysis my (()) well while i’m lost in my own private a season of wreak my name is peter kirsch my home is 305 woodcrest tonawanda new york tonawanda new york
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THEADORA’S GARDEN i will see you at the gates of Theadora’s garden i will see you at the gates of Theadora’s world shy anne you don’t have to go alone the crystal-ids have got your back shy anne you don’t have to go alone the crystal-ids have got your back shy anne you don’t have to go alone the crystal-ids have got your back shy anne you don’t have to go like that where do they go? where do they go? where do they go? where do they go? where do they go? where do they go? where do they go? where do they go? i will see you at the gates of Theadora’s garden i will see you at the gates of Theadora’s world
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cut the cake 03:00
CUT THE CAKE (instrumental) children beside you nominate the case children beside you nominate the case children beside you nominate the case children beside you nominate the case in the kitchen, in the court room, they will cut the cake in the kitchen, in the court room, they will cut the cake in the kitchen, in the court room, they will cut the cake in the kitchen, in the court room, nominate the case ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah in the kitchen, in the court room, they will cut the cake in the kitchen, in the court room, they will cut the cake in the kitchen, in the court room, they will cut the cake in the kitchen, in the court room, nominate the case
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CERTAIN MAGICAL INDEX certain magical index certain magical index certain magical index certain magical index walking and talking down the road walking and talking down the road walking and talking down the road certain magical index certain magical index certain magical index certain magical index
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SILENCED BY THE TOUR what am i doing at home? when i should be at the show? or with a friend but i am all alone i should walk somewhere close i should walk in my ghost i should listen to Henry Cow i should go have a cow where do you buy some tapes? how many to you need? what are you doing with them? where are you going today? what do you have to say? where do you wanna to play? what is it you have to say? where do you go right now? to San Fransisco down west coast that’s a trip west coast that’s a trip play guitar in band sing a song on a stage fall of a tree like a leaf winter’s moon is coming coming winter’s moon is coming there is no rock in opposition rock has sold out it’s course where’s the underground voice? it is silenced by the tour ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah have an xtc tape it is free it is nothing it is all culture to me so won’t you do something ing ing ing ing ing ing ing ing said goodbye to daevid allen say hell-goodbye to louis philippe say goodbye to louis philippe there is now way sh sh sh sh sh sh aaa(())
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swipe away 02:13
SWIPE AWAY ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah swipe away your day swipe away your day swipe away your day your day swipe away your day swipe your life away swipe your mind away swipe your mind away swipe your mind away swipe your mind away swipe your mind away swipe your day swipe away your day swipe away your day swipe away your day swipe away
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SOMEWHERE NEW hey! how are you? i am fine thanks for asking me hi, how are you? today don’t i know you from somewhere? i can’t tell if it is just a way for me to see didn’t i see you in a film? or did we work together? i’m not sure where i’ve seen you actually i’ve never seen you at all but you are a nice person and i like your face will you please stay awhile? would you please stay with me? would you like to go, to somewhere different? would you like to go to somewhere to somewhere to somewhere new
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TIME WILL TELL it doesn’t matter, what you say to me it doesn’t matter, it’s all right it doesn’t matter, what you say to me it doesn’t matter, it’s all right i am in my college years i am walking down to the (()) i am going to (()) house and then it (()) blew me away and it doesn’t matter, i am not free and it doesn’t matter, i can not see and it doesn’t matter, what you say to me i am in my college years i am walking down the street i am wearing funny clothes and it doesn’t matter, what you say to me it doesn’t matter, what you say to me it doesn’t matter, what you say to me it doesn’t matter, if i play on black it doesn’t matter, if i play on white it doesn’t matter, if i’m doing wrong it doesn’t matter, if i’m doing right it doesn’t matter, what i say it doesn’t matter, anyway it doesn’t matter, what i’m going to because only time will tell where i am going to only time will tell, where i end up only time will tell, what i do only time will tell, where i’m going right now only time will tell, where i am only time will tell, where i am (()), where i am only time will tell, where i go
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LIKE THEY DO IN GENESIS i am trying hard to play really fast i am trying really hard to write a song i am trying really hard to sound 90’s i am trying really hard i am all alone in my room i am playing a really weird song i am recoding it on cassette i am making it up as i go ((but not really)) get me on another bass guitar get me on another bass guitar and play it like they do in Genesis (instrumental)
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IF YOU ARE HEARING THIS (YOU ARE NOT MAKING MUSIC) what does does it mean anymore? what does music mean? it’s everywhere so how can you make it special again? if you are hearing this, you are not making music if you are hearing this, you are not making music if you are hearing this, you are not making music and if you can hear this, you can not hear music and you, you cannot hear the music in you because when you are constantly listening to music on the outside, you are not hearing the music in you there are sounds in mind, in your heart, in your belly that you are not hearing on Spotify or Pandora it’s a Pandora’s Box that takes you from your body it’s some kind of virtual listening an outer body experience an inner ear hearing the poetry that is lost when you are hooked into a playlist created by a computer you are not hearing, your own voices of the earth and your body and the woman you are listening to bits to electronic slits to little little tinny bits so take it off take off your headphones and listen to the sound of pure silence in your room this is a song
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STARLIGHT 00:31
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READY TO WAIT here forever more i will wait beyond the door i will wait behind the door for you no matter what i have to read no matter how many books i read i will wait for you behind the door when you’re ready you will show yourself to me you will show yourself to me when you’re ready you will give your show to me you will show yourself to me you will behind (()) no matter how long it takes no matter how years no matter how many decades i have to wait whether it’s one or two or three for days, hours or weeks months or years or decades or lifetimes i will wait for you no matter how long it will take i will stand and and i’ll wait no matter how many hours minutes or days i won’t take any bathroom breaks i won’t ever leave the stage and i don’t really care for i’ve given up ok and i am ready to wait i am ready i’m ready to wait i’m ready to wait i am ready to wait i am
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KEEP QUIET 01:39
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35 mm film 02:15
35 MM FILM i don’t wanna be tied to any format or device any format or device i don’t wanna be tied to any format or device any format or device i don’t wanna re… i don’t wanna blind my eyes on a giant tv screen in front of me i don’t wanna watch a film on my small computer screen on my…(()) alone in my house i wanna watch a film in a room that’s dark (()) with a bunch of lonely strangers i don’t know on the big screen preferably in celluloid or maybe nitrate would be even better with shimmering white lines and shimmering silver screen that’s what i want to see
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WRITE A SONG BLOCK i hope i can write a song i hope i can write…no no no i hope i can write a song that doesn’t sound like my other song i hope that i can write a song that doesn’t sound like my other song but it’s kinda hard when i only know a few keys and tu(()) i hope i can write a new song cuz all my songs are sounding similar to me hey, didn’t i already play this one? how can i break out of this? sounding so similar how can i break out of it? looks like i gotta change the key
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WAKING UP AND MISSING THE TRAIN BUT FIND SOMETHING ELSE (A SONG STORY) my alarm clock went off late. I’m rushing around the house trying to get ready for work. I race out my front door and run to the station. i’m running down the stairs trying to get to the train. but then i fall and tumble down the stairs. all my books and papers are all over. oh no! here comes the train! i got all my papers and i don’t have my wallet. what’s this? a bell rings and suddenly i am in another place entirely. i am in a beautiful field. i am walking up a hill. i meet several creatures along the way. i meet a strange mouse who speaks in organ tones. how are you? i am fine says the mouse. how are you. well i’m late for work. my alarm went off late and i ran to the station and i fell and lost all my papers and then missed the train and now i’m here talking to you. well, said the mouse i am glad you found me. why is that i said. well you are very lucky you came here. follow me. so i follow the mouse down a path. we walk through rows or trees and flowers until we come to. oh no. the mouse says. i have to go. and then the mouse goes into a small door inside a tree. oh no. the mouse is gone. he didn’t even tell me what the good news was. all of a sudden i’m carried up 100 feet to the top of the tree. i can see a large kingdom. i am in the clouds. it is very peaceful. light bell music is playing. i enter an ascending escalator and it takes me further and further up. i reach the top. i am in a glass room with very high ceilings and the mouse is waiting. I am very tired and fall asleep.
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happiness 03:11
HAPPINESS why am i? so depressed today and everything seems to be in a funk the things that use to work, don’t work the things that brought me joy, don’t bring me joy i don’t know how to get myself back my breath smells like a rat the food i eat tastes like shit the places i go are boring the people i know are stupid what happened to my happiness? it was there i had it for a month or two now it’s gone away and i don’t know where it went? won’t you please come back to me? i want to see you once again won’t you come back to me? why does my breath smell like coffee? won’t you come back to me? i don’t ever drink coffee won’t you come back to me? i have bug bites all over my face won’t you come back to me? my haircut looks like crap won’t you come back to me? and i’m not going out won’t you come back to me? and i bought too many tapes won’t you come back to me? and i miss the spirit i had won’t you come back to me? won’t you come back to me? won’t you come back to me? won’t you come back to me?
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MAKE MUSIC NOW i am trying very hard to make music now i am making up my songs but i hope i can find the right note cuz when i do it feels so good and i will share it with you but right now i don’t have any focus and all my songs sound the same but i will try anyway i will try anyway i will try anyway i will try anyway i will try anyway i will try anyway i will try anyway i will try anyway maybe i should ride a b(()) or should i change my job or i should, move out or i should, find some friends or i should, take a class or i should, cut the grass or i should, meet someone go online and meet someone and move in with someone and act out my drama’s there and have have my relationships there and have my relationships there it’s a very very very very very very slow day in tonawanda i bought some books today many of them of the psychological type and some of them were written by my mother and some of them were written by my dad and all of the were written by you and all were read by me maybe i should go to the park and i can go till dark till i’m starving hungry and i’ll go to a restaurant and i’ll have something to eat and i’ll come home after word
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lake of fire 02:38
LAKE OF FIRE here is another song that i’m trying to find all my music is about finding songs taking a trip down to the lake i will find somewhere to break taking a trip down to the lake taking a trip with you taking a trip down to the lake it is warm inside the rain taking a trip inside of the rain it is warm by the lake of fire taking a trip inside the rain it is warmer than fire taking a trip inside the lake it is warmer than fire taking a trip inside the lake it is warmer than fire taking a trip inside the lake it is warmer than fire taking a trip inside the lake it is warmer than fire taking a trip inside the lake it is warmer than fire
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big red hat 03:47
BIG RED HAT aaahhhhhh! here is another song i am writing another song and here we go it is forming it will eventually come to… it eventually… eventually… it will eventually come together it will eventually come together like it is now it will eventually form and it will eventually come together there is nothing that i have to do i just have to wait for that day i just have to wait for that day one day that day will come but for now it is not for one day that will come but for now it’s not come for one day it’ll come but for now it’s not come one day she will come but for now she’s not here ear ear ear e e e e e e e e e e e e e e e e e e e e e e e e e e e for something there is nothing that i can… for something the man with the red hat and the red shirt and the blue jeans just walked by my window what is he doing? where is he going? i don’t know what is he thinking on this beautiful day? he contrasts so much with the green grass where did he find that big red hat? it matches the flowers across the street where did you find that big red hat? where is it standing? in front of me won’t you please exit my window? my window my window is broken and shattered and i can’t (( ))
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THE DETECTIVE this is very painful i just keep on trying there is no solution for me now the detective and his assistant they go out for a walk they are looking for clues to the murder mystery two men died as mysteriously on a broken part of town now detective and his assistant are sent to figure out the work they find a key at the crime scene so they use their magnifying glasses and they use their skills and they find a track of rubber and a bloody knife and a bloody knife so they pick it up and take it to the a(( ))… to the lab to analyze it they see that there is a small hair and they are able to identify it with the victim but that doesn’t help with the motive so they question everyone that the victim knew her father, her brother, her cousin and her mother and her friends they figure out that the killer must have been her father he went missing for a few days and then he was found with the weapon on his hand this is such a dark a story so why am i telling it? there is no point to it i am sorry that i told it i am sorry that i had to sing it i am sorry that you had to hear it i don’t know where i am going except that i have to change my writing and incorporate darker themes if i want to grow
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ALL THE PLACES I CAN STAR maybe i should not be here maybe i should be somewhere else maybe i should not be here maybe i should be somewhere else maybe i should try something new maybe i should go somewhere new i don’t know where all this is going i don’t know where this is going there are so many things i can i can do them all myself think about that special place where all this started think of all the special places where i can start it think of all the special places that i can start think of all the special faces all the places i can start think of all the special places all the places i can star
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CHRISTMAS PARTY / IMPRESSIONS OF A DREAM GOES ON FOREVER (TODD RUNDGREN) / DON'T TAKE YOUR TIME (ROGER NICHOLS & THE SMALL CIRCLE OF FRIENDS) / IF SHE DOESN'T SMILE (IT'LL RAIN) (FANTASTIC SOMETHING) i have to expand my world i have to expand my world i can travel very far i can travel into space i can travel in my mind i can travel in your mind are you going to the party? are you going to the Christmas party? are you going to the Christmas party? we are both in the same union are you going to the Christmas party? are you going to the Christmas party? are you going to the Christmas party? are you going to the Christmas party? are you going to the Christmas party? are you going to the Christmas party? are you going to the Christmas party? are you going to the Christmas party? are you going to the Christmas party? are you going to the Christmas party? are you going to the Christmas party? are you going to the Christmas party? are you going to the Christmas party? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ a dream goes on forever (todd rundrend) don’t take your time (roger nichols & the small circle of friends) if she doesn’t smile (it’ll rain) (fantastic something)

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released December 17, 2017

recorded 10/25-26/2017

this album was recorded with 

maxell xl ii POSITION IEC TYPE II HIGH (CrO2) tape
MAXELL CORPORATION OF AMERICA New Jersey, U.S.A.
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Panasonic Slim Line
Model No. RQ-2739 Tape Recorder 
Matsushita Electric Industrial Co., Ltd.
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YAMAHA DX7 digital programable algorithm synthesizer 
Nippon Gakki Co. LTD. 
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track 32 written by tony asher, roger nichols, todd rundrend, alex veis and constantin veis

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